satu batu-bata..

Bismillahirahmannirrahim..

Seorang akhowat kite, Nurul Jannah dikhabarkan telah meninggal dunia dalam sebuah kemalangan di kawasan go-kart, Langkawi. Daku tersentak. Sebab diri ini agak kurang percaya sebenarnya tentang kesahihan berita tersebut, lantas ku telusuri nama-nama ahli kelas M09B dan ku hubungi semua yang ku dapat. Akhirnya, aku terpaksa akur jua setelah dikhabarkan oleh seorang sahabatku yang menjawab panggilan telefon dengan suara yang teresak-esak. Dia menceritakan peristiwa yang berlaku dan memberitahu jenazah masih lagi berada di Hospital Langkawi dan ibu bapanya hanya dapat datang pada esoknya(mereka tinggal di Baling, Kedah) kerana servis feri tiada pada waktu malam.

Memang hati ini terasa sedih kerana kami berdua ialah usrah mate dan selalu buat kerja usrah sama-sama, buat meeting. N she's so nice to everyone. Dia selalu tersenyum kepada sesiapa sahaja. N the fact is I'm gonna miss her and I think everybody who knows her gonna feel d same way too. Bangunan saf kami telah kehilangan salah sebuah batu-bata yang menyokong. Moga dirimu ditempatkan oleh Allah bersama ashabul Jannah dan sentiasa dicucuri rahmat oleh Allah yang maha Pengasih...

Personally, I really agreed wif the fact that the way people died is just 'asbab' for Allah to take their soul. Do not regret wif the way people die because if it is stated already at Lauh Mahfuz by Allah, then it will happen in any manner,rite?

I felt lil' scared because 3 days ago, one of my frens told me that her grandpa already passed away due to his illness. See?? Izrail never consider our age or our posession. He only cared about what has Allah instruct him to do, He just doing that as his responsibility, so don't blame him.

Maybe we should be more reflective on our side. Just imagine ourselves in the shoes of dying persons. How regretful we are, thinking of how minute is our 'amalan and how large is our sins that we have carry for eternal life at akhirah...

Hope that everyone will always be showered with His boundless bounty and unconditional rahmah....